[11/11/2013 17:20:58] Nobu: *Nobu walks into the cafeteria, taking an apple out of her apron pocket and biting into it*
[11/11/2013 17:21:41] Trevor: *Trevor strides into the cafeteria* Morning Nobu.
[11/11/2013 17:22:06] Rin: *Rin is sitting at one of the tables with a can of coke and see's them come in* oh hey guys!
[11/11/2013 17:22:25] Nobu: Good morning, master
[11/11/2013 17:22:53] Nobu: Hello master Rin *She smiles and takes a seat at the table*
[11/11/2013 17:23:15] Keiko: *Keiko skips into the cafeteria happily* GOOD MOOOOOOOOOORNING
[11/11/2013 17:23:22] Rin: Hey!
[11/11/2013 17:23:33] Nobu: Well, good morning mistress
[11/11/2013 17:23:48] Nobu: You seem very energetic this morning, I am glad *She gives a quaint smile*
[11/11/2013 17:25:09] Beatrice: *Beatrice walks into the cafe, somewhat dazed, not making much of an entrance, looks to everyone, giving a half-assed smile.* Morning.
[11/11/2013 17:25:35] Rin: hey :D
[11/11/2013 17:25:55 | Edited 17:25:58] Keiko: I should be *she giggles, grinning like an idiot* I haven't been this happy in a long time
[11/11/2013 17:27:20] Rin: that's good :)
[11/11/2013 17:27:36] Nobu: Is there perhaps a reason for mistress Keiko's good mood?
[11/11/2013 17:28:18] Beatrice: Keiko, I'm glad to see you've cheer up, dear. *She gives a smile*
[11/11/2013 17:32:52] Rin: *takes a drink*
[11/11/2013 17:33:28] Keiko: *she blushes* let's just say I finally got the girl
[11/11/2013 17:34:24] Rin: you mean mizuki?
[11/11/2013 17:34:54] Keiko: *she turns bright red* I UH EH I AHAHAHAHA
[11/11/2013 17:34:59] Keiko: ...yes
[11/11/2013 17:35:16] Rin: hey good on ya!
[11/11/2013 17:35:23] Beatrice: I'm glad!
[11/11/2013 17:35:40] Keiko: *she gave a thumbs up to Rin*
[11/11/2013 17:35:57] Rin: *flashes one back*
[11/11/2013 17:39:26] Keiko: *she takes a seat, still grinning like an idiot* ehehehehe
[11/11/2013 20:29:34] Monoleo Mastermind: AHEM.
[11/11/2013 20:29:39] Monoleo Mastermind: COUGH COUGH.
[11/11/2013 20:31:51] Monoleo Mastermind: SH.
[11/11/2013 20:31:53] Monoleo Mastermind: STOP.
[11/11/2013 20:31:57] Monoleo Mastermind: QUIET.
[11/11/2013 20:32:00] Monoleo Mastermind: OKAY.
[11/11/2013 20:32:11] Monoleo Mastermind: You will all now privately be visited by me.
[11/11/2013 20:32:23] Monoleo Mastermind: GET IN YOUR ROOM FILTHY SCUMBAGS.
[11/11/2013 20:32:41] Gem & Ini: The Astro twins were already in their room due to the fact that they sleep in late. Ha-HA.
[11/11/2013 20:33:02 | Edited 20:37:39] Beatrice: *Beatrice, hearing this, moved briskly to her room, without saying much of a word.*
[11/11/2013 20:33:19] Keiko: *Keiko runs to her room*
[11/11/2013 20:33:28] Rin: If you say so *leaves shortly after beatrice and keiko*
[11/11/2013 20:34:14] Nobu: *From wandering in the hallways,
[11/11/2013 20:48:05] Rin: *enters the cafeteria after being dumbstruck with the latest motive sits at one of the tables*
[11/11/2013 20:49:18] Rin: *he takes a deep breath and exhales*
[11/11/2013 20:49:32] Chiku: *enters the cafeteria, arms crossed and gripping the opposite arm tightly, visibly shaken*
[11/11/2013 20:50:10] Rin: *looks over to her* chiku!
[11/11/2013 20:50:28] Nobu: *She walks into the cafeteria, blank faced, sitting down*
[11/11/2013 20:50:58] Chiku: *her head darts over at the mention of her name, cowering* what ?
[11/11/2013 20:51:12] Beatrice: *Beatrice dashes out of her room, bolting down the corridor, in obvious panic.* N-No..! NO!! I need to get out of here..!
[11/11/2013 20:51:15] Monoleo Mastermind: And now EVERYONE HAS RECIEVED A MOTIVE.
[11/11/2013 20:51:21] Monoleo Mastermind: ONE WEEK MOTHERFUCKERS.
[11/11/2013 20:51:29] Keiko: *Keiko walks into the cafeteria, her arms held across her stomach is if she were going to be sick*.....
[11/11/2013 20:51:43 | Edited 20:52:02] Chiku: *flinches at monoleos voice, feeling tears sting*
[11/11/2013 20:52:05] Rin: even beatrice is freaking out?!
[11/11/2013 20:52:22] Chiku: ... I'm guessing everyone's was bad...?
[11/11/2013 20:52:42] Rin: *gives her a nod*
[11/11/2013 20:52:46] Beatrice: No.. *She clutches her head.* This can't.. This can't be happening.. *Her breath pics up, as she stands against a wall for her only support.*
[11/11/2013 20:53:30] Chiku: I don't... Feel very well...
[11/11/2013 20:54:03] Chiku: *she manages to move her arm to pull out a seat, sitting down*
[11/11/2013 20:54:40] Beatrice: *She falls to the ground, wrapping her arms in her head as she sits in the empty corridor, she begins to cry, her breathing unsteady, mumbling.* No... No..
[11/11/2013 20:55:06] Felix: *Felix walks in arm in arm with Yuki, whispering about something.*
[11/11/2013 20:55:07] Yuki: *Yuki walks in arm in arm with Felix. whispering about something.*
[11/11/2013 20:55:45] Keiko: *Keiko clutches the fabric of her shirt where her heart is, her breathing intensifies* no....*she whispers to herself* don't act up now heart...
[11/11/2013 20:56:12] Gem & Ini: With a click to their step and a beat to their walk, the Astro twins walked into the room, seemingly after the Mikomi twins. Whatever their motives was, they were masking it, they were masking it hard. But they couldn't drop now, not now. What Felix told Gem those nights ago, Gem passed on to Inirgo. They had to remain strong. They had to keep shining.
[11/11/2013 20:56:45] Felix: Oh my, it would appear everyone feels completely down after what has happened my dearest sibling!
[11/11/2013 20:57:01] Gem & Ini: However, the dismal scene in front of them caused them worry, and, oddly enough, relief.. Everyone was broken, just like how they were on the inside.. Maybe their secret wasn't the worst, but it didn't make their on edginess seem to ebb away.
[11/11/2013 20:57:08] Gem & Ini: ~G~ I take it everyone got the news, huh..?
[11/11/2013 20:57:11] Rin: hey! gem! you're awake! I haven't seen you two since the infirmary
[11/11/2013 20:57:15] Yuki: Aha, indeed it does seem like that, my dearest sibling"!
[11/11/2013 20:57:20 | Edited 20:57:58] Chiku: *glances up, seeing the two sets of twins and looks away, biting her lip to keep cries at bay*
[11/11/2013 20:57:23] Gem & Ini: Gem's words were distant, a bit frail, but came out to be a fleeting sense of strong.
[11/11/2013 20:57:49] Gem & Ini: ~G~ Ah, yeah.. I'm feeling better now, I got a good sense of sleep knocked into me. Thanks, Rin.
[11/11/2013 20:58:00] Rin: *nods at him*
[11/11/2013 20:58:11] Felix: Instead of being so down, you could just tell everyone your secrets now!
[11/11/2013 20:58:25] Keiko: *Keiko looked up, still clutching her shirt*.....
[11/11/2013 20:58:39] Chiku: --!! Absolutely not!!
[11/11/2013 20:58:50] Rin: honestly.... I trust you guys enough for me to tell you my secret
[11/11/2013 20:58:52] Keiko: NO!!!....
[11/11/2013 20:59:00] Gem & Ini: Inirgo looked shocked, almost to the point of breaking at the idea of admitting their secret.
[11/11/2013 20:59:02] Chiku: Nobody... Nobody can know...
[11/11/2013 20:59:03] Gem & Ini: ~I~ I-I can't-!!
[11/11/2013 20:59:09] Gem & Ini: ~I~ T-The Cirque... Everyone!!
[11/11/2013 20:59:12] Gem & Ini: ~G~ Ini, please…
[11/11/2013 20:59:26] Keiko: mine is too much....it will just worry people....
[11/11/2013 20:59:48] Chiku: *she clutches her arms again, nails digging into pale skin to stop from shaking*
[11/11/2013 21:00:06] Beatrice: *She attempts to pull herself together, standing, her eyes puffy and mascara streaked, she attempts to clean herself up, heading to the bathrooms, hoping no-one sees her on the way, not wanting to go back to her room unless MonoLeo had still been there.*
[11/11/2013 21:00:38] Rin: *thinks to himself, then again, everyone would definitely feel safer if they didn't know my secret*
[11/11/2013 21:02:12] Beatrice: *Once she fixed her makeup, and dried her eyes, she made herself to the cafeteria with all the others, trying to hide the fact she'd been crying, although her eyes still very puffy and red, and she dare not speak to anyone for fear her voice will crack or squeek, she made her entrance silently, walking to the corner of the room.*
[11/11/2013 21:02:28] Keiko: *Keiko's breathing was now heavier, she jolted forward a little, scrunching her face up in pain* not again....
[11/11/2013 21:02:33] Rin: beatrice!
[11/11/2013 21:02:40] Chiku: K-Keiko...?
[11/11/2013 21:02:46] Chiku: Are you alright...?
[11/11/2013 21:02:46] Gem & Ini: Gemalli looked around the room and saw all of the broken souls.. He couldn't.. He couldn't bear to see everyone in such a state of shock.
[11/11/2013 21:02:59] Rin: *turns to keiko* keiko?!
[11/11/2013 21:03:06] Keiko: *she looked up at Chiku* y-yea...I'm fine
[11/11/2013 21:03:12] Keiko: d-don't worry about it....
[11/11/2013 21:03:26] Chiku: You... Don't look fine...
[11/11/2013 21:03:36] Gem & Ini: He looked down to Inirgo, who was also just as broken. That was when a plan came up to his mind. He remembered the cards. Trust built over stability, meaning everyone needed a line to build on. And he was damn well going to bring it.
[11/11/2013 21:03:47] Gem & Ini: With a couple of whispers to his brother, he looked up to see everyone.
[11/11/2013 21:04:06] Gem & Ini: ~G~ Guys. Felix has a point.
[11/11/2013 21:04:08] Beatrice: *She promptly looked over to Rin, she knew atleast someone would notice her there, she looked at him, trying her complete hardest not to show she'd been upset, managing to squeek out the smallest of words.* R-Rin.. *Oh god, now she'd embarrassed herself, her voice had been small, she blushed hard at this, trying hard for her eyes not to well with further tears.*
[11/11/2013 21:04:48] Rin: ?!
[11/11/2013 21:04:59] Gem & Ini: Before the hate could amass to him, he cleared his throat.
~G~ Now, I know these secrets could ruin us. These secrets are what keeps us at bay with reality, with everyone else. Our sheilds.
[11/11/2013 21:05:01] Rin: so even you’re as shocked as we are huh?
[11/11/2013 21:05:14] Gem & Ini: ~G~ But... Even then.. They could prove to be our weakest points.
[11/11/2013 21:05:24] Gem & Ini: Gemalli walked a bit further, so he could center himself among the group.
[11/11/2013 21:05:38] Chiku: *turns to watch Gem, listening to his words intently*
[11/11/2013 21:05:38] Beatrice: *She looked at him, a sorrowful frown on her face, as she tried her hardest to speak a sentence.* H-Hmm? *She'd sniffed.* Y-Yeah..
[11/11/2013 21:05:55] Gem & Ini: ~G~ If we can form a tightrope we can all balance on, then we'll be able to last the entire show.
[11/11/2013 21:06:09] Gem & Ini: ~G~ Which is why I'll bear the first thread. I'll tell you what Monoleo told us.
[11/11/2013 21:06:20] Rin: *he moves over beside her, rubbing her back to try and comfort her*
[11/11/2013 21:06:29] Chiku: Y-You really... You don't have to, Gem...
[11/11/2013 21:07:10] Rin: I'll go second! *has a determend look on his face*
[11/11/2013 21:07:15] Gem & Ini: Inirgo walked up to be beside his brother.
[11/11/2013 21:07:32] Felix: *Felix stares at Gem silently*
[11/11/2013 21:07:33] Yuki: *Yuki stares at Gem silently.*
[11/11/2013 21:07:33] Gem & Ini: ~I~ No, he's right.. We have to eliminate this achielle's heel. All of us are among our equals, we can't let something... Like this..
[11/11/2013 21:07:43] Gem & Ini: Gem held onto his brother.
[11/11/2013 21:07:54] Beatrice: *She squeezed her eyes together, hiding her face with her hands.* S-Sorry.. I.. *She let out a sigh.* Thanks, Rin..
[11/11/2013 21:07:55] Keiko: *she tried to breathe slower*
[11/11/2013 21:08:02] Gem & Ini: ~G~ ... It was the year before Chiku's article released when we were practicing at the Crique de Starswirl.
[11/11/2013 21:08:22] Gem & Ini: ~G~ Back then, there were thirteen acts. All of us.. And Ophiuchus.
[11/11/2013 21:08:23] Rin: *turns to smile at her* don't worry about it
[11/11/2013 21:08:33 | Edited 21:09:02] Chiku: *she winced at the mention of the article, but kept on listening*
[11/11/2013 21:08:58] Gem & Ini: ~G~ Ophiuchus was a kind man, a gentle one. The freakshow of them all but the most beautiful person you could imagine. He was gentle... Loving..
[11/11/2013 21:09:09] Gem & Ini: He heaved a sigh.
[11/11/2013 21:09:24] Beatrice: *She moved one of her hands, exposing half of her face, she tried to return the smile , although by this point the tears were welling in her eyes, as she soon squeezed her eyes together, hiding her face once more.*
[11/11/2013 21:09:34] Gem & Ini: ~G~ As with most shows, there comes a time where some of us slip up. You could say... An accident.
[11/11/2013 21:09:45] Gem & Ini: ~I~ ....
[11/11/2013 21:10:10] Chiku: *she wasn't sure she had heard this story before, even in her research. She watched the two curiously, her eyes focused on them*
[11/11/2013 21:10:53] Gem & Ini: ~G~ .. It was during rehearsal that there was an accident with the props.
[11/11/2013 21:11:06] Gem & Ini: He tried to word it as delicately as he could, so no questions would rise about.
[11/11/2013 21:11:21] Gem & Ini: ~G~ And.. Ophiuchus fell.
[11/11/2013 21:11:27] Gem & Ini: He looked down.
[11/11/2013 21:11:53] Chiku: *she winced at the thought alone, looking away from them both*
[11/11/2013 21:12:17] Gem & Ini: ~G~ The reason why there wasn't a press release was because he didn't want it to be that way. That the show must go on. We honored him the way he wanted to. Mistress Scorpio took on his duty to be the reptilian showkeeper as well as freakshow, and the bandwagon kept on rolling.
[11/11/2013 21:12:21] Gem & Ini: ~I~ G-Gem..
[11/11/2013 21:12:25] Beatrice: *She looked to Gem, soon, listening to what he was saying. If he could trust the group to tell, she was almost positive she could too, watching him with a depressed expression, trying her hardest to hide her tears.*
[11/11/2013 21:12:29] Gem & Ini: Gemalli held onto Inirgo's hand right.
[11/11/2013 21:12:34] Gem & Ini: He looked up to everyone.
[11/11/2013 21:12:46] Gem & Ini: ~G~ Of course, we had to keep this silent, otherwise the Cirque could've fallen.
[11/11/2013 21:12:59] Gem & Ini: ~G~ But, we mourn his loss each and every day.
[11/11/2013 21:13:07] Gem & Ini: ~G~ That's what Monoleo tried to threaten us with.
[11/11/2013 21:13:07] Chiku: *she nodded, but still looked away*
[11/11/2013 21:13:16] Gem & Ini: He looked around the audience, the circle that had all eyes on him.
[11/11/2013 21:13:36] Gem & Ini: ~G~ And that's the first thread we're going to use! Someone, anyone! Let's make this stronger! Let's make it a tightrope where all of us can walk on!
[11/11/2013 21:13:54] Rin: alright!
[11/11/2013 21:13:59] Rin: I said I would go next
[11/11/2013 21:14:16] Beatrice: *She poked her head out, giving a small sigh.* I will.. After... *She sighed, she'd just about embarrassed herself again with that tone of voice.*
[11/11/2013 21:14:41] Rin: no point keeping it bottled up
[11/11/2013 21:14:49] Chiku: *looks over at Rin, smiling slightly for her friend*
[11/11/2013 21:14:56] Rin: *takes a deep breath and exhales*
[11/11/2013 21:15:52] Rin: I, ended up sending my best friend to hospital
[11/11/2013 21:16:19] Chiku: ... *that was surely just an accident...*
[11/11/2013 21:16:29] Gem & Ini: (( Brb, gotta head out across the street to nab some food ))
[11/11/2013 21:16:37] Chiku: ((Okk!!))
[11/11/2013 21:16:52] Keiko: ((kayyy))
[11/11/2013 21:17:18] Rin: It was a while ago though,even back then I had this blood habit
[11/11/2013 21:17:53] Rin: I got into a really big argument with him and I ended up fainting from blood loss
[11/11/2013 21:18:00] Beatrice: *She listened on to Rin, her arms at her sides.*
[11/11/2013 21:18:29 | Edited 21:18:38] Keiko: *Keiko still clutching her shirt contemplates telling the others her secret*....
[11/11/2013 21:18:43] Rin: and while I was unconsious, I still felt anger towards him
[11/11/2013 21:19:23] Rin: so I was thrashing around in my sleep
[11/11/2013 21:19:51] Chiku: That's hardly a fault of yours... You were asleep...
[11/11/2013 21:20:44] Rin: and I even started running around, and I felt my hand hit something, and when I woke up
[11/11/2013 21:20:53] Nobu: Hmm, it's good that you're revealing. This will keep murder from happening
[11/11/2013 21:21:34] Chiku: With any luck, hopefully...
[11/11/2013 21:22:38] Rin: I was standing in front of him, he was lying on the floor and my hand was clenched into a fist, he even started bleeding and everything
[11/11/2013 21:23:06] Chiku: -!! That isn't at all like you...
[11/11/2013 21:24:10] Rin: they took him to the hospital as fast as they could and said he was still alive but...
[11/11/2013 21:24:46] Rin: I had hit him so hard that he was in a coma for 3 weeks *tightly shuts his eyes and lowers his head*
[11/11/2013 21:25:12] Keiko: *she struggles to speak*....I...
[11/11/2013 21:25:25] Chiku: F-Fuck...
[11/11/2013 21:25:29] Chiku: Rin that...
[11/11/2013 21:25:35] Chiku: That wasn't your fault...
[11/11/2013 21:25:46] Nobu: *She sits with her hands on her lap*
[11/11/2013 21:25:53] Nobu: *Noding her head slowly*
[11/11/2013 21:26:05] Rin: I know that I didn't have any control over what I was doing, and I was still young at the time
[11/11/2013 21:26:09] Keiko: *she nods, standing up*
[11/11/2013 21:26:21] Rin: but I just couldn't forgive myself
[11/11/2013 21:26:55] Rin: even when he forgived me as soon as he saw me in the hospital room
[11/11/2013 21:27:07] Beatrice: *She squeeks, suddenly Rin saying this made her feel slightly better about revealing her secret, she would next anyhow, she needed to get it off her chest anyway.*
[11/11/2013 21:27:20] Chiku: Is that why... Is that why you don't hold back coughs anymore?
[11/11/2013 21:28:30] Keiko: *she turns around to the others*...since we're all sharing *she stops clenching her shirt*
[11/11/2013 21:28:43] Rin: I was thinking about keeping my secret, cause I thought that you'd all be scared of me, but
[11/11/2013 21:28:56 | Edited 21:29:21] Keiko: I-I'm sorry...did somebody else want to go first...?
[11/11/2013 21:29:16] Nobu: *She watches them all from her chair with a blank expression*
[11/11/2013 21:29:20] Beatrice: *She gives a small cough.* I-I'll.. Say mine next, I g-guess.. I'm finding it hard to compose myself, s-so before I burst out into further tears..
[11/11/2013 21:30:09] Chiku: *glsnces at Nobu's blank expression, sighing before looking away again. This was just dreadful...*
[11/11/2013 21:30:58] Beatrice: *She soon walked into a more open part of the room, being in everyones' view, she cleared her throat, a dwelling pain in her chest, as she squeezed her eyes together, digging her nails into her thigh.*
A-Alright.. Um.. Wow, I know after saying this you'll all have a very different view on me, and I.. I don't blame you if you did, but please hear me out..
[11/11/2013 21:31:32] Chiku: *turns to watch Beatrice*
[11/11/2013 21:31:40] Rin: *opens his eyes and watches her*
[11/11/2013 21:31:53] Beatrice: Right.. So, first of off, let me say.. *She coughs, sighing.* My name isn't Beatrice Arslovskaya.
[11/11/2013 21:32:21] Chiku: ..?
[11/11/2013 21:32:26] Rin: ?
[11/11/2013 21:33:48] Beatrice: That's only part of it, I suppose. My name's Fan Man-Ye. I'm Chinese, although my Mother was Caucasian, which is my only answer for why I don't look it.
[11/11/2013 21:34:50] Beatrice: I grew up in a large house on the outskirts of Tianjin, my father was a wealthy landowner. My Mother left when I was 4 for reasons that are un-related to this "secret."
[11/11/2013 21:36:18] Beatrice: I however, had something of a "step-mother" when I turned 14.
I hated her.
She hated me.
She only used my father for money, she called him her "Tianjin husband" I'm pretty positive she'd had other people she'd used for money.
I found this out too late however.
[11/11/2013 21:36:24] Beatrice: Being the idiot I confronted her.
[11/11/2013 21:36:28] Beatrice: This was a huge mistake.
[11/11/2013 21:37:15] Beatrice: She'd lept at me, she didn't like the fact I'd known her secret, the only way I could get her off me so that I would not die myself was to kill her myself..
[11/11/2013 21:37:32] Beatrice: *At this point, she took a huge breath, trying her hardest not to shake.*
[11/11/2013 21:37:43] Chiku: Y-You've killed before!?
[11/11/2013 21:38:14] Beatrice: I packed her mangled corpse into trash bags.
It was easy at the time.
I felt a weight on my shoulders.
It may have been self-defense, but..
I had to get out.
[11/11/2013 21:40:53] Beatrice: I'd went missing, I moved.
I got money in whatever way I could.
I moved house constantly, anytime anyone tried to reach out to me I'd have to push them away. I had no true friends, because If they found out who I really was, they'd just walk out of my life.
There's been many people that walk in and out of my life, they always teach me something about myself, even though they don't know me.
So I pursued a career in law.
It was easy.
I had the looks of a caucasian girl, on my journey I'd made money.
There'd be periods where I couldn't feed myself, lived on the street.
But I rose.
I still moved a lot.
I couldn't stay in one place for too long.
I was known as "Beatrice Arslovskaya."
I'm amazed I got this far.
[11/11/2013 21:41:57] Keiko: *Keiko was starting to have a really bad cramp in her stomach from her anxieties, she knew she needed to speak up soon, she didn't want to worry anyone, but she knew she was going to so she would try to cover it up as if it was not too big of a deal even though it had a huge impact on her at all times*....umm...
[11/11/2013 21:42:14] Beatrice: *She gives another sigh.*
You all know now.
Something I'd never told anyone in years.
[11/11/2013 21:42:32] Beatrice: I lived most of my life between now and then in fear.
[11/11/2013 21:43:03] Beatrice: Even when I'd been at the height of things, I always hid away, I'd gotten off with a lot, not even with /her/ death and my dissappearence.
[11/11/2013 21:43:54] Beatrice: That's it. That's all you need to know. *She walked back to her corner.* Keiko, you were going to speak now..?
[11/11/2013 21:44:33] Keiko: I....*she clutched her shirt, her face scrunching up again*....
[11/11/2013 21:45:14] Keiko: *she bit her bottom lip, worrying about the outcome of this*...I...
[11/11/2013 21:45:24] Keiko: *COME ON KEIKO JUST FUCKING TELL THEM*
[11/11/2013 21:45:39] Keiko: I.....
[11/11/2013 21:45:47] Keiko: ....I starve myself...
[11/11/2013 21:46:12] Keiko: ....I deliberately don't eat for a maximum of two days...
[11/11/2013 21:46:14] Chiku: What!?
[11/11/2013 21:46:26] Chiku: K-Keiko-!! Why?
[11/11/2013 21:46:43] Rin: *looks toward her*
[11/11/2013 21:48:01] Keiko: ....I started doing it when I was still in high school, it was just to prove I could be an appealing girl in looks...but I once starved for a whole week and I took a really fatal heart attack...
[11/11/2013 21:48:45] Chiku: Oh, Keiko...
[11/11/2013 21:48:50] Keiko: I was in hospital for a month...nobody came from school to visit....nobody cared....when I returned they just continued to ignore me or shun my existence
[11/11/2013 21:49:26] Rin: is that why you were struggling to breath a few times?
[11/11/2013 21:49:27] Keiko: and since then I've had bad heart problems yet I still continue to starve....
[11/11/2013 21:49:36] Keiko: *she nods*
[11/11/2013 21:49:56] Chiku: Keiko, you should stop... You're gorgeous as you are...
[11/11/2013 21:50:17] Keiko: that's why I've fainted all those times, my heart takes a toll when I panic, when I reach the peak of my stress
[11/11/2013 21:50:37] Nobu: *Noding slowly*
[11/11/2013 21:50:57] Rin: *the talk about stress sounded familiar to rinji*
[11/11/2013 21:51:54] Mizuki: *Mizuki heads into the room*
Aaaand this exactly the kind of scene I expected to see...
[11/11/2013 21:52:51] Keiko: when I got out of school I was fine, sure I locked myself away in my room but there I could be calm and relaxed, my dad and bro looked after me at all times and it was nice. I didn't have to worry about having another heart attack but here....I've fainted so many times it's not even funny...they don't know how to fix it which is the problem so I have to live with this shitty heart condition...
[11/11/2013 21:53:21] Mizuki: ...heart condition?
*She quirks her brow*
[11/11/2013 21:53:46 | Edited 21:53:50] Keiko: Mizuki...there's something I should tell you...
[11/11/2013 21:54:05] Keiko: I....I starve myself
[11/11/2013 21:55:47] Keiko: I do it because I'm not happy with my body....I've been doing it since I was still in school and it fucked with my heart....but I still continue to do it...
[11/11/2013 21:55:58] Keiko: ....that's why I faint a lot...
[11/11/2013 21:56:12] Mizuki: Keiko... but why?
*She moves toward her, putting her hands on the girls shoulder*
[11/11/2013 21:57:12 | Edited 21:57:15] Keiko: *she tears up* my panic attacks are linked to heart attacks....I only starved just so I could prove to the other girls in my school I could be pretty....and that maybe then I could get a girlfriend....or just a friend in general...
[11/11/2013 21:57:15] Nobu: *She stands and walks out of the cafeteria*
[11/11/2013 21:57:39] Rin: nobu?
[11/11/2013 21:57:50] Chiku: *watches Nobu go and follows after her* I'll check she's okay
[11/11/2013 21:58:03] Rin: *nods* sure
[11/11/2013 21:58:06] Chiku: ((Can't handle emotion oopsie))
[11/11/2013 21:58:12] Keiko: *she looks up* N-Nobu....
[11/11/2013 21:58:24] Mizuki: *She frowns* Geez...
[11/11/2013 21:58:39] Mizuki: *She pulls the girl into a hug*
[11/11/2013 21:59:20] Keiko: *she blushes deeply* M-Mizukiiii.....
[11/11/2013 22:00:08] Mizuki: At least, now I know...
[11/11/2013 22:00:19] Mizuki: I'm gonna be keeping an eye on you.
[11/11/2013 22:01:33] Keiko: *she looks down at Mizuki, tears dripping down onto the smaller girls face* a-ah...I-I'm sorry Mizuki....
[11/11/2013 22:02:03] Mizuki: Don't apologise *Her cheeks puff up*
[11/11/2013 22:02:08] Keiko: *she goes to wipe them off*
[11/11/2013 22:06:20] Chiku: *walks back into the cafeteria, taking her seat again*
[11/11/2013 22:20:47] Nobu: *She walks back into the cafeteria with Trevor thrown over her shoulder*
[11/11/2013 22:21:12] Trevor: Hey guys.
[11/11/2013 22:31:32] Trevor: So.. Who had a bad motive?
[11/11/2013 22:31:47] Chiku: Straight as ever, Trevor.
[11/11/2013 22:31:51] Nobu: *She places Trevor on the ground*
[11/11/2013 22:32:12] Nobu: That rhymed *She claps her hands a little bit*
[11/11/2013 22:32:35] Chiku: It did rather, didn't it?
[11/11/2013 22:33:18] Nobu: I think now that people have released their secrets there will be a lot less chance of a murder
[11/11/2013 22:33:25] Nobu: Well done, friends *She smiles*
[11/11/2013 22:33:56] Chiku: *she sighs* I hope so. I promised Raymond there would be no more
[11/11/2013 22:34:11 | Edited 22:34:32] Chiku: I plan to stick to that 'till the grave.
[11/11/2013 22:34:53] Nobu: To the grave? That's quite the commitment
[11/11/2013 22:35:32] Chiku: *she looks to Nobu, nodding* it is, isn't it? But that's how much I believe it
[11/11/2013 22:35:44] Rin: I don't plan on murdering anyone anytime soon
[11/11/2013 22:36:51] Nobu: Good
[11/11/2013 22:37:13] Rin: and I hope you guys feel the same
[11/11/2013 22:37:53] Chiku: I... Just hope you all understand when I say I'm not revealing my secret
[11/11/2013 22:38:19] Rin: hey that's cool :D you don't have to if you don't wanna
[11/11/2013 22:38:53] Chiku: *looks to Rin, managing a small smile* thank you.
[11/11/2013 22:39:04] Rin: *grins*
[11/11/2013 22:40:43] Trevor: My secret goes against everything I am.
[11/11/2013 22:41:05] Fan: *She shifts nervously, that went a lot better than expected for her, especially with Chiku there, she piped up, mouth open to say something although stopped, watching the others.*
[11/11/2013 22:41:41] Nobu: It's funny you expect others to tell and yet you won't tell your own
[11/11/2013 22:42:13] Nobu: Yes, it helps, but don't you think it makes you a target, mistress Chiku?
[11/11/2013 22:42:39] Chiku: H-Huh? What do you mean?
[11/11/2013 22:42:47] Nobu: Or worse, perhaps the one with the gun?
[11/11/2013 22:43:08] Chiku: -!! Stop putting ideas in other peoples heads!!
[11/11/2013 22:43:20] Chiku: That is not it at all!
[11/11/2013 22:43:33] Chiku: I just... I'd rather people didn't know
[11/11/2013 22:43:40] Nobu: I'm just saying, mistress
[11/11/2013 22:43:51] Nobu: It's dangerous
[11/11/2013 22:44:08] Chiku: ... I think I'd rather take the risk, thanks...
[11/11/2013 22:44:57] Nobu: I see, very well *she smiles gently*
[11/11/2013 22:45:48] Chiku: *nods, looking away* if it's any concellation, I don't have any of my dictaphones. So I can't write anything about any of you.
[11/11/2013 22:46:32] Fan: *She looks to Chiku.* It's a slight consolation, but I don't care anymore. I'll be caught as soon as I'm out anyway, if I /do/ get out.
[11/11/2013 22:47:26] Chiku: Beatrice, don't talk like that.
[11/11/2013 22:47:30] Chiku: You'll get out, and you'll be fine
[11/11/2013 22:47:55] Rin: yeah, none of us are gonna say anything ^_^ right guys?
[11/11/2013 22:48:02] Trevor: Wait what?
[11/11/2013 22:48:15] Fan: Trevor.. Right.. You weren't there to hear.. *She sighs.*
[11/11/2013 22:48:39] Trevor: It's okay. Just a short version.
[11/11/2013 22:49:15] Fan: In short. My names actually Fan Man-ye. I'm Chinese. My secret is I killed my step mother and fled to the country as Beatrice Arslovskaya. It sounds a lot worse in short, but there it is.
[11/11/2013 22:49:30] Trevor: I thought mine was bad.
[11/11/2013 22:49:34] Trevor: Wow.
[11/11/2013 22:49:45] Trevor: That's fucking.
[11/11/2013 22:49:48] Trevor: Shit.
[11/11/2013 22:50:16] Fan: I've come to terms with it.
I've had periods where I've lived in the streets, it gave me a lot of time to think about it.
I don't regret killing her.
[11/11/2013 22:50:19] Chiku: Trevor, if you're not going to say anything nice refrain from talking. Please.
[11/11/2013 22:51:06] Trevor: If you had good reason.
Can't blame you.
[11/11/2013 22:51:09] Nobu: Do not worry, master Trevor is on a leash today
[11/11/2013 22:51:16] Trevor: I have a daughter.
[11/11/2013 22:51:28] Chiku: Oh, --/Oh!/
[11/11/2013 22:51:35] Trevor: Never met her. But I know I do.
[11/11/2013 22:51:35] Rin: *turns to look at him* say what now?
[11/11/2013 22:51:39] Trevor: I was 14.
[11/11/2013 22:51:43] Chiku: That... Was not what I expected...
[11/11/2013 22:51:50] Nobu: *she turns to look at him*
[11/11/2013 22:51:51] Fan: A.. Daughter?
[11/11/2013 22:52:10] Keiko: *Keiko walks into the cafeteria* Trevor, I heard from the door...
[11/11/2013 22:52:28] Nobu: *she stares at him*
[11/11/2013 22:54:21] Fan: I see.. Well hopefully she's in good health..
[11/11/2013 22:56:21] Fan: Also, um, before it becomes confusing, I'd actually.. Like to be called by my actual name.. Fan, if that's okay? Now that you all know, it's kind of inconvienient to trick myself into forgetting about it again. If that's okay with you all.. *She gives a small smile.*
[11/11/2013 22:56:54] Rin: *grins* no prob!
[11/11/2013 22:56:56] Rin: fan
[11/11/2013 22:57:08] Keiko: T-Trevor...you weren't here for mine
[11/11/2013 22:57:29] Chiku: *she smiles* I hope I don't sound rude! but Fan suits you better
[11/11/2013 22:58:01] Keiko: *she looks at Bea* Fan is a pretty name
[11/11/2013 22:58:17] Fan: Thanks, everyone, haha.. I'm.. Probably going to go sleep now.. Thanks for listening everyone.. *She smiled, exiting the room.*
[11/11/2013 22:58:33] Rin: alright, goodnight then
[11/11/2013 22:59:01] Chiku: Sleep well, Fan. And stay safe.
[11/11/2013 22:59:14] Keiko: night Fan
[11/11/2013 23:00:49] Nobu: Sleep well, mistress Fan
[11/11/2013 23:01:50] Chiku: ... Nobu?
[11/11/2013 23:05:45] Nobu: Hmm?
[11/11/2013 23:05:52] Trevor: Fan is a nice name.
[11/11/2013 23:06:08] Chiku: What was your secret?
[11/11/2013 23:07:40] Nobu: I'm afraid that's not for anyone's ears here
[11/11/2013 23:08:05] Chiku: ... Then doesn't what you say also apply to yourself...?
[11/11/2013 23:08:26] Nobu: It does
[11/11/2013 23:08:47] Chiku: ... Is that not somewhat hypocritical?
[11/11/2013 23:09:04] Nobu: No, I just wanted to warn you
[11/11/2013 23:09:06 | Edited 23:09:36] Rin: *yawns and stretches* i'm pretty tired, I think i'm gonna call it a day. *turns to chiku* sorry that we didn't hang out that much today, wanna do it tomorrow instead?
[11/11/2013 23:09:15 | Removed 23:09:29] Rin: This message has been removed.
[11/11/2013 23:09:42] Chiku: *looks over at Rin* of course! I'm sorry, we got so roped up in motives!
[11/11/2013 23:10:00] Chiku: Tomorrow. *she smiles* my talent room?
[11/11/2013 23:10:10] Rin: *gets up from his seat* sure!
[11/11/2013 23:10:23] Rin: *walks towards the door*
[11/11/2013 23:10:24] Chiku: *ignores Nobu's comment cause later*
[11/11/2013 23:10:36] Chiku: Stay safe, Rin, please
[11/11/2013 23:10:46] Nobu: I know full well the consequences and can protect myself if need be
[11/11/2013 23:10:53] Rin: I will!
[11/11/2013 23:10:58] Rin: anyway, night guys *waves*
[11/11/2013 23:11:14] Nobu: *continues to talk at her because now*
[11/11/2013 23:11:30] Rin: *leaves the cafeteria*
[11/11/2013 23:11:39] Chiku: *she waves and sighs looking back at Nobu*
[11/11/2013 23:11:47] Chiku: *why now why not later*
[11/11/2013 23:12:45] Nobu: *because you squared her up*
[11/11/2013 23:13:17] Nobu: I'm just saying, I can protect myself and it's for the better people do not know
[11/11/2013 23:15:05] Chiku: Can you really protect yourself though? *she sighs why do I start these things* never mind. You're smart, Nobu. You probably can
[11/11/2013 23:16:38] Nobu: I think you forget I've fought bears
[11/11/2013 23:17:24] Nobu: *she turns to Trevor with a smile* I harpooned a jaguar once
[11/11/2013 23:18:43] Chiku: Ah. Of course, you mentioned before.
[11/11/2013 23:18:52] Chiku: How silly of me to forget
[11/11/2013 23:20:03] Nobu: Not really, I am quite a boring person, I'd say *she looks to the ceiling in thought*
[11/11/2013 23:21:18] Chiku: Then why is your secret so important to keep so if you're boring?
[11/11/2013 23:21:53] Chiku: *no bad chiku stop no you're giving up gossip remember* sorry... Pretend I never said that
[11/11/2013 23:24:46] Nobu: *she stares at her for a long while, smiling* master Trevor, would you like anything from the kitchen?
[11/11/2013 23:25:49] Chiku: *looks away glad it didn't seem to get too awkward but whoops almost man almost*
[11/11/2013 23:26:26] Keiko: Trevor...I should probably tell you my secret....since....well...we ARE friends
[11/11/2013 23:27:35] Trevor: Yes. You should.
[11/11/2013 23:27:51] Keiko: I...I starve myself...
[11/11/2013 23:27:57] Trevor: ...
[11/11/2013 23:28:07] Trevor: Why would you do thst to yourself Keiko?
[11/11/2013 23:28:30] Chiku: *watches the scene unfold*
[11/11/2013 23:28:36] Keiko: because when I was still in high school I wanted to look pretty like the other girls....
[11/11/2013 23:28:50] Keiko: then maybe I could have a girlfriend or even just a friend...
[11/11/2013 23:29:06] Trevor: You /are/ pretty.
[11/11/2013 23:29:09] Keiko: but all it gave me was a fatal heart attack....
[11/11/2013 23:29:30] Trevor: Jesus Keiko no. Just fucking no.
[11/11/2013 23:29:35] Keiko: *she gasped, a light blush forming on her cheeks as she looked up at him*
[11/11/2013 23:30:07] Trevor: You're going to stop and I'm gonna get Mizuki and myself to make sure it happens.
[11/11/2013 23:30:20] Trevor: Three square meals a day from now on.
[11/11/2013 23:30:41] Keiko: *she started to tear up again* the worst thing is I still do it....after that heart attack...I still continued to starve myself for a maximum of two days
[11/11/2013 23:30:56] Keiko: and that's why I've been fainting
[11/11/2013 23:31:06] Keiko: because my heart takes its toll on me
[11/11/2013 23:31:12] Keiko: when I panic...
[11/11/2013 23:31:21] Chiku: *big change in Trevor v impressive note taken*
[11/11/2013 23:32:14] Keiko: it was like yesterday...when I tore the pages out of my sketchbook and part of me was screaming no
[11/11/2013 23:33:06] Nobu: *she watches them
[11/11/2013 23:33:32] Trevor: We'll make sure it's better okay?
[11/11/2013 23:33:45] Keiko: *she nods* yes...
[11/11/2013 23:34:51] Nobu: If you are not in the cafeteria for breakfast lunch and dinner, I will bring food to your dorm, mistress
[11/11/2013 23:35:03] Keiko: t-thanks Nobu
[11/11/2013 23:35:55] Chiku: I think we're all gonna be making sure you eat well, Keiko. Now we know, we'll make sure you're well nourished
[11/11/2013 23:36:04] Keiko: thanks guys
[11/11/2013 23:37:45] Nobu: *She bows a little* I only live to serve